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Shattered Like a mirror Illusions break so hard Given so much Hope dashed to death Like a rag-doll on the rocks Why should you Would you Remember What you never knew? The pain faded The irony All too real Laugh at me For a blind fool I thought I loved you I'm so tired Why bother? None of it's real The last thresh-hold crossed You can't take it back Or me I'm so tired Of trying not to Love you Hate you Want you See you Know you I'm so tired And I'm so Done.

Long afternoon Slanting sun And all I do is sigh As fear Eats me alive This isn't where I wish I could be. Golden bars slanting Through the blinds And all I do is doubt My world contracts Heart cramps I bite my lip And wonder How far? Alone I hate the coward I've always been And I cry Over scars nobody can see And I just wish for once Somebody would reassure Me

The love I lure you I touch you sigh Well-behaved despite the frustration writhing in your eyes I laugh You growl I hide and you howl Annoyance You want what I offer but don't You touch I quiver You caress I shiver This is honest despite my flighty ways a shiver of heat quickens.

He watched her sleep. Oh, it was excruciating! The nest of furs and pillows that made up her bed piled high around her slender, pale form, the dwindling firelight playing over milk-pale skin in bands of ruddy gold and red shadow. She'd been exhausted, he could tell- days of travel had put shadows under her green eyes, hollows in her cheeks. Normally beautiful, in an eerily exotic way, she'd become wraith-like in her illness. Now, however, she was better. Mistress of undead of all kinds she might be, but for the time being, she was still simply a mortal woman with all the vulnerabilities thereof. She didn't trust the clerics in the temple t

Sins of the Father Pt. 2 Bad Karma, Wicked Dharma ~A Hellsing Fanfiction~ By C. A. Gray "The threat was very… Blatant, my Master. She will target you." Integra stared out the window of her office, glacial blue eyes sharp and watchful, her shoulders hunched just a little; it seemed almost as if the stern Englishwoman was expecting a blow to fall on her unsuspecting head. "I've been expecting this for a long time, Alucard. I'm not surprised at all that she would choose target me. What my ancestor did to her was cowardly, and I don't blame her in the least for being furious." She turned her head slowly, only one of those blue eyes fixing on

Convince me to let go My grip is weak I only cling Because you wanted me So lonely So profoundly me Lost in the echoes A past you can't hear Scarred and tired Hard and battered And even now how I wish You had cared You could never see Never wanted to know Me I curl up and Longing Eats me alive Come back to me, please Just come back Dried up No more tears left Because of you There's no one else And even now I wish You hadn't been so Selfish